I’ve had chronic depression since I was 15 or 16. My therapist told me to journal about how i’m feeling in order to become more aware of my emotions, and to assist myself in controlling them.
I recently stopped taking the plethora of medications I was prescribed and replaced them with exercise including wallyball, walking, running, and most recently dirt biking through forests in the middle of rainstorms (i’m sure i’ll blog about that later).
Since making this change I feel a million times better, I have energy, I have positive and negative emotions instead of just feeling like a robot all the time, and for the first time in years I’ve actually developed a crush on a classmate (although i’m sure nothing will come of it).
In light of all of this, I’ve decided to make a blog, because why not! If I am acting weird around friend or family, now they will have a place to go to look for an explanation, and since my emotions have gotten better I actually feel like writing every once and a while.
I’m not a great writer, i’m good at writing research papers and economic articles, but besides that i’m painfully average. My grammmar might not be the best, and my spellin probably ain’t my strongest part, so deal with it. I have more important things to worry about.
I’m going to write about a little of everything, everything from presidential politics to heart breaking breakups. My thoughts will probably be scattered since they are scattered in my head right now, but i’m sure I will have periods of calm and relaxation where my thoughts and writing will be of a higher caliber.
I hope to talk about a lot on this blog, some will offend you and some will bore you, but just maybe some of it will interest you.